For some strange reason, I just want to disappear. Life has been so busy recently I hardly have time to do something for myself. I’m starting to hate it and this is something against my carefree nature. At times like these, I just want to disconnect but I’m too kind and perhaps too afraid to tell people I don’t want to be with them or that they leave me alone. I have issues of this kind, too, I guess. I want a week to myself and I guess I will have to get that this month of May. I’m stressed and overly used at the moment so pardon the lack of updates. I’ll try my best to get my life in order without putting a false mask on. The one thing I just want at the moment is a life without responsibilities to other people—-family, whatnot because I have to consider myself, too and lately, I haven’t had that short few days or week to myself. I need to let go of some things. I’ll say no to some things because I just can’t afford to suffocate myself anymore with things that aren’t, at all, related to me.

I promise to be more truthful, more me from now on.